Tuesday, July 21, 2009


seems like sprite is making a Cum back (lol gross)

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I don't know

whenever im emotional i try to put it in words but it never comes out the way i want them to,so i'll try again

this is a blah statement of my heart being crushed

me i have a hundred and thirty-six mask i wear
the one that says im cool, hiding every tear i ever cried for you
the second one saying im over you and i just want to be friends when knowing your talkin to someone else breaks me slowly inside..
the third one shows everyone this lie of me being this confident girl when really im scared ..really scared 16 year old girl being called ugly 24/7

Sunday, June 28, 2009


Im starting to wonder if it's real, like i use to think about it alot i mean i wanted it but i don't think it's real anymore ,like i can't see myself in a white gown and all white bull shit ,it feels like lies to me .I used to see myself marrying some amazing guy but they all play these high school games,they either want you to pass some messed up mental test they have,or they are like walls and won't open up to you at all or they are either dreamers who don't know what they want out of life yet ( your 30 figure it the fuck out already )i don't understand why guys say women are hard to figure out because right now im starting to think it's the other way around.or maybe I act just like a guy i don't talk, i don't open up about anything, i don't cry, and i think about sex 24/7 .....so yeah im a tomboy who's tired of bull shit :)

Monday, May 25, 2009

me facts

facts about me

*I love to be in love

* I sing (not well) but I sing

* I was called gay in high school because i played basketball

* I love to laugh

* I love cars

* I cried when i won a trip to take a tour around the vogue office and into the vogue closet ( it was beautiful)

* I want to hang out with drag queens

* I want a body like sanaa lathan in love and basketball

* i can adapt to any man i talk to

* I've lied so much in my life i don't even know what's true anymore

* I want to move back to Brooklyn

* I'm jealous of any woman i feel that's prettier than me ( well maybe not every woman)

* I try not to get sad because it's a waste of time

* I don't cry because it's a sign i weakness

* I had a crush on another guy that blogs ( couple months ago ..I'm over it)

* next year i get out of school

* I taught my grandma how to stanky leg

* I want a 1967 gto

* i live in Maryland(boo)

Friday, May 22, 2009


this is hella funny

Thursday, May 21, 2009

I love a big ego

this video sucks hard
I wasn't sure if this was beyonce or a drag queen

but the song is hot

Tuesday, April 21, 2009


I thought i was over my ex but apartly im not
He's getting married
and when i found out last night and i kinda died inside...
I told myself "Im cool".. "Im over him"
and now im sitting here un able to get the picture of him and her out my mind
im trying to understand how to forget about him the way he did me

but to make it worse he left me a shitty message on facebook and kinda claimed me as being a stalker which he turned me off completely and now i feel hurt

love sucks so bad