I don't know

whenever im emotional i try to put it in words but it never comes out the way i want them to,so i'll try again

this is a blah statement of my heart being crushed

me i have a hundred and thirty-six mask i wear
the one that says im cool, hiding every tear i ever cried for you
the second one saying im over you and i just want to be friends when knowing your talkin to someone else breaks me slowly inside..
the third one shows everyone this lie of me being this confident girl when really im scared ..really scared 16 year old girl being called ugly 24/7