Sunday, June 28, 2009


Im starting to wonder if it's real, like i use to think about it alot i mean i wanted it but i don't think it's real anymore ,like i can't see myself in a white gown and all white bull shit ,it feels like lies to me .I used to see myself marrying some amazing guy but they all play these high school games,they either want you to pass some messed up mental test they have,or they are like walls and won't open up to you at all or they are either dreamers who don't know what they want out of life yet ( your 30 figure it the fuck out already )i don't understand why guys say women are hard to figure out because right now im starting to think it's the other way around.or maybe I act just like a guy i don't talk, i don't open up about anything, i don't cry, and i think about sex 24/7 yeah im a tomboy who's tired of bull shit :)